- [MV] Budokan Ost.Yes or no.wmv

Starbuck's christmas drink is here (FINALLY)

Went to starbucks yesterday for my coffee fix and also to enjoy my long awaited toffee nut latte (yumz). Every year, I lie in anticipitation for november to come cause that's the time when one of the best drink is out. Every year, starbucks will come out with 3 flavours. Toffee nut latte, peppermint mocha and dark cherry mocha. Have tried both the peppermint mocha and the toffee nut latte this month and till now, I still like the toffee nut latte the most cause it does not fail to give me this warm and cosy feeling mixed with just that little bit of sweetness. Sitting on the comfy cushions that starbucks provided, watching the rain pour down outside marina square and observing the people around me and also listening to my fren's problems. Ended up with loads of questions unanswered and also made loads of analysis. Hopefully my analysis does not fall to deaf ears.

Went to dreamer cafe in the end. Spent loads of quality time there. It was audience night yesterday so many of the audiences went up to sing including me. Loads, was super nervous and made loads of mistakes. Was reading the lyrics on da jie's iphone and when I was on the stage, the only thing I could see was the iphone. Looking at da jie and her friends made me wanna strive to sing better cause I heard their singing yesterday and it was absolutely wonderful. If only I could match up to them. Registered for the pop piano lessons at the cafe itself. Now just awaiting for a group to be form before the lesson can start. Hope it comes soon. After december, I probably will start to register for the singing lesson that da jie is taking. Hope it does help me improve something that I always wanted to do. Sing and play the piano together.

The biggest regret in my life

Happened to hear this 2 songs recently and it brought me back to the past. I have to admit, my past really ain't that great. I hurt many people and if any of them happens to see this. I have to apologise for my behaviour in the past. I was a bastard. Due to what happened, I lost many friends including this one that was very dear to me. We went through thick and thin together and I viewed her as a role model and as my pillar of support. She was with me when I lost my ic the 2nd time, and literally panicked. Because of her, I actually had the chance to go through the whole process of a wedding and had the chance to play the piano at a wedding. Till now, I can still remember the day when I sat down on the piano bench, played one note then got so nervous that I nearly broke down. She was suppose to be somewhere else assisting in the wedding's final preparations but god knows why she suddenly just appeared beside me, sat down and told me to play for her. I lost this friend due to my childishness and my irresponsibility and that was the biggest regret in my life.

This song I heard in a radio recently on the cab to work. Looking out from the window. I thought of her.

我的天空为何挂满湿的泪
我的天空为何总灰的脸
飘流在世界的另一边
任寂寞侵犯一遍一遍
天空划着长长的思念

你的天空可有悬着想的云
你的天空可会有冷的月
放逐在世界的另一边
任寂寞占据一夜一夜
天空藏着深深的思念

我们天空何时才能成一片
我们天空何时能相连等待在世界的各一边任寂寞嬉笑一年一年天空叠着层层的思念但愿天空不再挂满湿的泪但愿天空不再涂上灰的脸

As for this song, I heard it recently while surfing youtube and when I heard it, it was like singing to me. Esp the last part 我多么想和你见一面 看看你最近改变 不再去说从前 只是寒暄 对你说一句 只是说一句 好久不见. My birthday is coming soon in 26 days and now I am very sure what my first wish will be.

我来到 你的城市
走过你来时的路
想象着 没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你 给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天
你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸
回首寒暄
和你坐着聊聊天
我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前
只是寒暄
对你说一句
只是说一句
好久不见

Review on the movie Child's eye

Recently went to watch this Chinese movie with kelvin at suntec called the child's eye or 童眼。The whole theatre had only 6 people. Me and kelvin and this group of 4 teenagers. It was a 3d film starring rainie yang, Shawn yue and some other actor and actress that I did not recognise.
The whole film was about retribution and was one of the scariest movie i ever saw. It talks about this group of people who's stranded in thailand due to the polictical riots and everything. So they, at the suggestion of the van driver stayed in an old hotel. At this hotel, many things happened to them and as the things happened, they slowly started to find out what exactly happened in the hotel.
The movie was okay. The storyline was pretty weak. I hated the ending cause everything turn out ok then they just died suddenly. It just does not make sense at all. Rainie is as usual super chio. The last movie I saw that featured her was spider lilies and that was the movie that made me started to like her. Of course, hai pai tian xin helped a lot too.
Well, the effects were pretty good cause we saw it in 3d and having very little people in the whole cinema added to the effect cause there was 6 people in the movie and there was also only 6 people in the cinema. Lolz I could literally put myself in their shoes.
The only bad thing came after the movie and I had a nightmare. I dreamt that I was being chased by this dog faced child from the movie and I ran and ran and ran. The surprising thing was that I actually ran from tampines to kembangan area very near an old friend's house. hmm wonder what its means.

My favourite comedians

I realised the reason why people always say that they are stressed is due to the fact that they don't laugh enough. So I have decide to share the source of my destresser.
Presenting the videos of 3 of my favourite comedians. They are simply the best ever.

My new favourite singer

Was at work today and just happening to be surfing youtube in btw calls and I stumbled upon this amazing guy. He made it to the ellen show and literally wowed people with his singing. I wonder if he will ever come to singapore.

Sadness

Ended work yesterday and got a call from my mom. A common friend btw us has been diagnosed with cancer and its incurable. Was really sad when I heard the news cause this lady watched me grow up. From when I was a kid, saw her every sunday at church. She is one of the most important people in my life. She saw me through my eczema. Finding me doctors and even went to the extend of bringing me there even though its like in jurong. She would buy me creams when she heard that this is good for my skin, and even teach me methods of exercise that is good for detoxing.
Well, I haven't prayed in a long time. But I prayed for her yesterday and well, I guess we just have to believe that god will do things for the best.
Going to visit her today. I honestly hope and pray that a miracle will happen.